On behalf of those that hurt you, I am sorry. I know it must feel like you are walking through fog without a destination. It’s a certain kind of pain that will reminisce when you close your eyes. You gave and gave but they could never love you for all the chaos that makes you celestial. You deserve to be with someone that will marvel at your existence, find you cosmic even in your simplest days and most of all make you forget all the pain. I know you feel like the world is full of fakes but if you exist there are others who want the same. Don’t try and conceal your pain, feel it every single day and when you least expect it, it is all going to be okay.