I wish I could go back to the simplest and purest moments of my life. The moments that were composed of sweet melodies and my mind free of everything making me unaligned. I feel like I’m lost in time as if my body is being ripped apart on every side. Like I’m in a vortex that drowns all my cries. I am stuck in a malignant dream and the world won’t allow me to open my eyes. Every moment I am alive it is an obstacle to survive. I don’t want to indulge in the simplest moments to forget life; but to remember why it is so worth it to endure all the turbulence that arise.