Moment of Realization

As I sat on the edge of my bed I realized I wanted him, all of him and I didn’t need to worry about the past or the future. I didn’t love him because he was attractive, believe me he was and despite all the things that drove me crazy I couldn’t imagine anyone else driving me crazy. I loved him and it was simple, we chose each other. I think destiny, chance or coincidence is everything; it brought me to what made me not fear the future. He made me better, he made me see things differently, and he taught me that I was enough. I didn’t need to prove myself to him and as I laid on his chest I understood why humans crave love. It is amazing to fall in love without knowing what that is. It is amazing how we don’t give up on each other when everything seems wrong. It is beautiful to have someone look at you like you are the reason the sun rises every morning. We were like the moon: even in all the darkness we found a way to shine.  He drove me crazy and I never wanted to be sane again.